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Nov. 30th, 2009 @ 02:14 pm snow!
It is time to blow the dust off this account and write something. (Funny how this time usually corresponds to end of term procrastination)

Things that I am quite pleased about:
1. The Canister on Osborne = Cheap bulk loose tea heaven! This shop has been closed every time I pass it, and today I was introduced to its charming interior and I was delighted to find that it is very reasonably priced. My next visit there will result in a new tea pot :)

2. Oil paints. I'm feeling a burst of inspiration. Stay tuned.

3. The grad school dream is very much alive. I am feeling confident that I've found the lab I'll call home for the next couple years, and I'm comfortable with the prospects of funding. Next year is going to be an exciting new chapter.

4. Dexter Season 2. I watched it within a couple days (I couldn't stop myself....) and gosh, it is good! Season three is downloading. helloo study breaks.

5. H1N1 project - the science has been pretty fun! The bead assay machine is intimidating (and shiny and pretty and glows blue lol). The tech (Steve) has been super helpful with stuff (thank god!). However, the analysis is going to have to start very soon and I'm scared! stats are hard!

6. Battlestar Gallactica season one is in my grips (<3 movie village). I've heard a lot of good things!

7. I'm going to see new moon tonight. I know some of you are rolling your eyes. But seriously, in between saving the world from H1N1 (not really), dissecting chicken eggs full of baby chicken (yes, really), and biochemistry (ughghghgh), the twilight series has been a FABULOUS source of entertainment that doesn't hurt my brain to think about... lol

8. Raid with a silverfish drawing on the cover. thank you thank you!

9. new pretty wintertime fancy wool jacket! (thanks mommy!)

10. my beautiful/wonderful/fantastic girlfriends :)
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tell me I'm pretty
Sep. 22nd, 2009 @ 02:53 pm pssst
Dear boy that sits ahead of me in class,

A popped collar everyday? Really? 

Sincerely,

Courtney
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Stud Finder
Sep. 10th, 2009 @ 06:32 pm if years in school were fingers, i'd have a hand and slap a bitch with it
back to school, back to school

everything is a-ok

although, I do feel very very old

Can it be grad school yet?

t minus 1 year. doop doop. 
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I has an evil laugh!!
Jul. 19th, 2009 @ 04:18 am (no subject)
hello perspective, my old friend
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I has an evil laugh!!
Jul. 9th, 2009 @ 11:21 pm dirty laundry
My father is mentioned in this article, embracing a criminal. 

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fucking cunt
Jun. 25th, 2009 @ 06:24 pm fraidy cat
There is something INCREDIBLY INVIGORATING about using chemicals and equipment without supervision that instructors at UW insisted students were not allowed to use. 

take that ethidium bromide. take it. 



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I has an evil laugh!!
Jun. 4th, 2009 @ 09:45 pm ha
Today at work I sold my blood for coffee money, had free lunch buffet/cinnamon buns, and got a buzz off free delicious wine.



:D
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I has an evil laugh!!
May. 24th, 2009 @ 05:15 pm cleaning instructions for new thermos
"Since your bottle can't go in the dishwasher, you'll have to wash it by hand. It's easy (and you might even enjoy it)."
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I has an evil laugh!!
May. 21st, 2009 @ 11:00 pm complacency and accountability
Current Mood: optimistic
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I am feeling very inspired.

It's not that I didn't know that HIV/AIDS was a big deal, because I did.

But it's definitely enlightening (to a shocking extent) to become aware of the scope and breadth of this problem (and the global STI problem, in general), at many fundamental levels and to become aware of the efforts it takes to implement change.

One very interesting example of the struggle to implement change was highlighted in a documentary entitled "Snipped" that I watched this evening. In the 80's, a team from the UM traveled to Africa to help with the battle against chancroid. They won. But they also noticed a new disease emerging, which turned out to be HIV/AIDS. In this preliminary years of investigation, it was noted and published by members of the team, that there was a lower occurance of HIV/AIDS in circumsized men. How? Well, I'm not going to get into the immunology of it, but trust me, it makes SENSE. However, circumcision wasn't accepted as a prevention method until 2007. How did this come about? Three studies, in different countries, were concurrently done to evaluate the HIV acquisition in circumsized and uncircumsized men. The studies were halted early, when the results showed that male circumcision can reduce HIV acquisition by up to 60%, and it was deemed unethical to continue the study without offering circumcisions to the uncircumsized group. Even though it took like 20 years for this to be done (which sucks, seriously), it only took about 18 months to implement, and currently there are massive programs and a lot of funding going towards providing sanitary and professional circumcisions to African men. They are still facing a lot of cultural and political resistance though.

It's tricky. It's not as easy as handing out condoms and clean syringes and educating. Because they are doing that, and incidences are RISING. There isn't a silver bullet, and despite the effort of the scientific community to find a cure for this disease, one does not exist. What I find troubling, is that while incidence rises, so does complacency. The American speaker commented on a national survey, where a very small proportion of Americans thought that HIV was still an issue. That, I find terrifying.

However, it is truly inspiring to sit in on an international meeting of minds, in the face of their own (current) failure, and hear them be accountable for this failure yet still optimistic. Many of them have devoted the last 25 (or so) years of their life to solving the problem, and they remain unwaveringly enthusiastic, with ongoing promising projects.

I feel very fortunate to have a small place it in all, and every day I feel more confident that I belong there.
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oh the huge manatee
May. 4th, 2009 @ 10:51 pm conversation with a beard'd and hat'd man
Scott: As a sociopath your remarks have no effect on me

Courtney: i hardly believe that you are a sociopath.

Scott: Oh? How do you figure?

Courtney: i saw your pin-the-tail-on-the-donkey technique, and it suggested non-sociopathic tendencies

Scott: Are you kidding! It was cold and calculating, without a trace of emotion. Feel the grain of the wood, unaffected by the cheers of the crowd.

Courtney: I interpret it differntly. feel the grain in the wood is an established non-sociopathic tendancy

Scott: Ah, you are going via the old Phillipe Pinell thoughts on the subject, disproved long ago by Lykken. During Lykken's defining of sociopathy and psychopathy as a type of anti-social personality disorder, he disproved such crude notions such as wood grain manipulation as a way of testing.

Courtney: yes but during Sampson's brief reign of power regarding the establishment of sociopathy, he definitely spoke with Herald and Herald, who was an expert on the matter agreed that wood grain manipulation was the best and argueably only way to properly test for sociopaths. and they made it a law. in fact, they inscribed it on a grain of rice

Scott: One of the most basic tenants of evil minions is to ignore all rules inscribed on rice, since rice was seen as virtuous since the time of the Tokugawa shogunate. Also, most of your names sound made-up, mine are real psychologists  

Courtney: i am feeling very indignant right now
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I am Mortal Combat
Apr. 22nd, 2009 @ 01:02 pm you can go anywhere, but you can't leave
Current Music: arkells <3
I...

- wandered around aimlessly after writing my final final this morning. My brain feels odd without the pressure.
- went to portage place and impulse bought some things I've been wanting. What a treat!
- got my hairs cut (well the bangs).
- don't start work until May 11th, so I've basically got nearly 20 days off
- am in love with the Arkells
- purchased Pride and Prejudice and Zombies\
- have a summer reading list
- have the perfect summer job for me
- don't know what I've done to deserve it, but I'll take it
- am excited to go home for ~10ish days and get a head start on my summer reading list
- can't explain this feeling
- am excited for friday party time
- am going to paint my heart out
- believe in being proactive
- wanna want to
- am happy
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I has an evil laugh!!
Apr. 20th, 2009 @ 04:17 pm 420
its like they are zombies and the legislative building is full of braaaaains
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I has an evil laugh!!
Apr. 15th, 2009 @ 02:16 am choh choh choh chop cop co
Today, right before getting on the bus, I heard some men arguing behind me. And part of me wished that the argument would quickly escalate into a heated gunfight where I would suffer a minor flesh wound, thus allowing me to get an extension on biochem.
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false woe
Mar. 17th, 2009 @ 04:19 pm Things I do not like:
- When people check out facebook and Hot or Not during peak hours in the computer room (for the record, I am NOT in the computer room as I type this)
- When people hum annoyingly while doing the above
- Waiting in line for 15 minutes while someone is doing the above
- melting piles of garbage
- banning water bottles from the UW (not that I don't appreciate the environmental aspect of this, It just seems silly to propose to ban water bottles but not other plastic bottles at the same time)
- having a bullshit amount of finals
- having a finals schedule that does not permit me to go home and study for a week
- terrestrial crustaceans/whatever bug i always find
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I has an evil laugh!!
Mar. 10th, 2009 @ 04:16 pm nightmares of the previous eve
Hanging out. I find a weird bald spot on my head. Upon closer inspection the bald spot is exposed skull with a flaps of necrotic tissue surrounding it. Under the tissue are lumps that seem to be filled with fluid. I press against them, and brown slime oozes out. But then I'm spitting it out because its not on my head, its in the floor of my mouth and the skin on my chin is red an angry. Then my tongue swells up and fills my mouth so that I cannot breath.

wake up, gasping for breath, realize everything is ok

fall back asleep, and dream about not handing in assignments, failing, and never getting second chances because I've run out of them
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I has an evil laugh!!
Feb. 25th, 2009 @ 12:10 am silverfish be damned!!!
The only bad thing about living on your own is that you are responsible for killing the bugs.

but on the bright side, no one is there  to laugh at you for freaking out, screaming a bit, and jumping around while you try to kill them.

I keep telling myself they are better than spiders.
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I has an evil laugh!!
Feb. 24th, 2009 @ 12:03 pm worms with wings
During a lecture about mimicry:

"As you all know, Monarch butterflies taste bad. If you ever get the chance to try one, do it, and see for yourself that it tastes bad. I did. I ate one. It was terrible, very gross. But you know, I had to, because I'm an entemologist. And I had to see if it was true or not."

-Anderson
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oh the huge manatee
Feb. 23rd, 2009 @ 03:17 pm R-OH
Last night I dreamed that I liked drinking beer.
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I has an evil laugh!!
Feb. 20th, 2009 @ 11:02 pm in the air the questions hang
Home is wonderful and I am truly sad to leave it tomorrow morning.

I subscribe to the notion of living regret free, but I've realized that I very much regret being such an asshole to the people who love me most. I should have visited more. I shouldn't have expressed how much I wanted to leave when I did visit. There is something really great about being around people who will love you no matter what, and letting them.

I saw Dad yesterday; he came for supper, and I expected him to leave promptly. This time, he stuck around to chat, almost like a real Dad would. He told me about his trip to Vegas, asked about school,  bored me with stock-talk, and then caught my interest with stories about cats and kittens.  It was, of course, awkward and mostly forced, but we were both trying, and that's what matters, I think.

Been studying like a mothafucka. Oh my god, biochemistry is HARD! I'm delighted to find myself learning and understanding it, as opposed to memorizing and hoping for the best.

I've been listening to a lot of Dan Wilson lately. Especially while thinking about an exciting big-picture life-altering thing, and I think that I might have Pavlov'd myself a wee bit because now everytime I listen to this guy, I feel really motivated and reverse-nostalgic.
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I am Mortal Combat
Feb. 9th, 2009 @ 09:21 pm virgin mary, the bird
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parthenogenesis in birds!

ummmmm kinda super duper cool, don'tcha think!?
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bitchpenguin

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